Today’s subject is an interesting one. And will be sure to divide people depending on what you believe in. I am in “Chat it’s Fate” magazine this month in the March issue. A feature was written about my story. The story being that for nearly two years now. From April 2016 I have been haunted by a ghost. Hard to believe I know but all completely true.
I wanted to talk about this during Halloween but I couldn’t. You know I always did believe in life after death. I do believe in spirits and the supernatural. Even when I didn’t have proof. I have heard of people being haunted by ghosts but you don’t ever think it will happen to you until it actually does. I didn’t want to talk about this for a long time because I thought a lot of people would think I am crazy or just making it up. But I kept this mainly to myself for the last year and a half and honestly you couldn’t make this stuff up. Because it is really happening.
I am being haunted by a ghost or ghosts. I will explain why I am not sure if it’s one or the other. Yes you heard me right. This is all started because I went to Madrid in Spain for a concert in April 2016 which I regret doing now. It is kind of a strange tale because at the time I was being stalked aswel for a few months. That is the first time I mentioned the stalking hell I went through. I will save it for another post. It all came to a head when I went on this trip. For now I will focus on the ghost aspect of the story. Because I am not ready to talk about the stalking.
I was going to Spain for a concert by myself. Stupid because I shouldn’t have went by myself at all. But I am so independent that I just like am used to being in my own company. I do remember before I left for Dublin that there is a church near the airport (don’t know why). But there were three ominous rings of the bell almost trying to tell me what was ahead of me. I wish I listened then but like I said I was naive about going away. I had never been to Madrid. And I was excited because I love traveling. I don’t remember having a bad feeling. The flight was fine and I got a taxi into the city and then jumped on the underground. However I do remember getting off the train and someone was looking at me from inside the train and all I could think was the word “doomed” which seems very apt now. But I pushed that thought aside and headed to my hotel.
I had booked a hotel near the concert for the main reason that I wouldn’t have far to walk. Big mistake!!! I did not have a bad feeling about the hotel but now I wished I never stayed there or got on that plane. I should have just went home. Now looking back the hotel looked very odd to me. The hotel was an all glass front and was very dark looking from the outside. It also had red borders around the windows which to me now looked menacing. As soon as I went into the hotel room strange noises started happening. And it was very loud strange noises. Something I had never experienced before. And I was very unsettled and shaken by the whole experience. But I was alone in Madrid. I was supposed to be staying for the weekend. So I left my hotel room to get some food. I then left the hotel to go on a tour bus around Madrid. I was looking forward to the concert. Honestly I tried to ignore the noises because I had come so far. I thought I would be okay once I went to the concert. I couldn’t call home telling my family that something strange was happening in my hotel room (not just the ghost). Madrid is a beautiful city. I mean so enchanting. The architecture, the weather, the people and there was so much to do there. Sadly I wouldn’t be staying for long and my weekend would be ruined.
I came back to the hotel and the noises were even worse than before. I showered and just tried to ignore it. It’s all I could do. I think the noises were worse because I was by myself. I will explain why in a second. I told myself I was going to the concert. It will be fine. But it wasn’t. I changed and left to go to the concert. I arrived at the venue but strange no one was there. And the venue was closed. The emails that were being sent to me were in Spanish so stupidly I assumed everything was fine. There were other people there who also had arrived for the concert. They didn’t know why it was closed either. Then we found out it was cancelled!!! And the artist had been sunning himself in Texas while I suffered and got money together to go all the way to Spain by myself for nothing. I was disgusted. And I have never been a fan of that artist again. It was so selfish. So now I had no concert and what was only waiting for me. The hotel room. Now I felt embarrassed and angry. What a selfish person this man was. You could have told your fans on Instagram that your concert was cancelled. But like I said he was sunning himself in Texas safe and happy. Me on the other hand it was a different story. I don’t speak Spanish so I should have checked the email aswel. So it was partly my fault. When I translated the email I realised the concert was not going ahead and I missed it. But it would have saved me so much pain. Always check things out!
I had to go back to the hotel room. But it was abundantly clear to me that I couldn’t stay in the hotel room. Because the noises were so loud. How was this happening? It sounded like a real person was making the noises. It was impossible to sleep there. So I had to swallow my pride and call my family. My poor family. Now I was unloading this crap on them too. I told them what was happening. And I left the hotel room because it was awful. I was honestly scared shitless and completely freaked out. I was staying in the reception of the hotel from now on there was no way I was going to stay in that hotel room. This was late at night. One of my family called me from Ireland and spent some time booking me a flight home for the next morning. I slept in the reception and obviously didn’t sleep well. I got a taxi the next morning to the airport and flew home. I will probably never go back to Madrid again. It just reminds me of everything that is wrong with my life right now.
I think I tried to tell my family but they didn’t believe me so I stopped talking about it. It’s sad because I wouldn’t make this up. Why would I? What do I have to gain out of it? Nothing. If anything it makes it harder for me when I discuss this. And I was being stalked at the time and it made the whole situation 10 times worse. Like I said luckily my family flew me home. not everyone could be so lucky. My family are very good, kind and generous like that. I had spent all my money on the holiday. And I had final year exams coming up in the next month!!! I didn’t need the hassle but there was more than I imagined.
I got home thankfully. I got straight into bed. But to my horror I realised this thing had followed me home. I could hear something moving in the attic. And it was loud. In my opinion it was also intentionally trying to keep me awake at night. I would hear drawers move. I would hear loud tapping and knocking in the attic sometimes in the wall next to me. And it has been like that for more than a year. I have been listening to this for more than a year. Can you believe it? Maybe you can’t but it’s true. I didn’t want to tell anyone because I thought they would think I was mad.
Let me explain how my ghost works. It’s not your average ghost. The ghost is really sneaky it has a mind of its own. If everyone in the house is awake it won’t make a sound but as soon as everyone goes to sleep the activity starts. At the beginning I was losing a lot of sleep and was thrown on the couch during the day because I was so frightened and tired by the ghost. It was only after a year when I finally fessed up and was honest online about it that I got some help. A good friend of mine told me she had known another woman who had the same thing happen to her. Where the ghost had attached itself to a woman while she was on holiday. She put me in contact with her. And we became friends sharing our experiences. It was really good to hear that what I was experiencing didn’t just happen to me and I didn’t feel so alone anymore. The friend I will call her Liz, she told me how she went on holiday and a ghost followed her home. She described how her ghost moved things around the house. And then she said she went to see a medium. In all the months I was being haunted I never thought to go to a medium. Stupid! Anyway Liz and her medium light a green candle and said the lord’s prayer and it went away. Sadly I tried this but it did not work. Long story short I ended going to three mediums and none of them have worked.
I went to three mediums to try and solve this problem. The first one I went to was in Cork. She tapped into my energy and could see there was a man around me. She told me he was aggressive entity. Like duh I couldn’t sleep at night! She continued that the hotel I stayed was like a place for people to die during the war. Apparently the outside of the hotel was new but the inside was old. It had been done up and refurbished probably. So it was very deceiving. She said that the ghost attached itself to me. She talked to the ghost and allegedly helped him crossover into the light. Or so I thought. She told me he apologised for causing me so much trouble. Well it was complete bullshit because I had three days of peace and then I started hearing the noises again. I tried to call the psychic and explain that it had not worked. Disappointing but she didn’t answer my calls.
Then I saw an ad for a journalist looking for someones story about being haunted by a ghost. And I got in contact with her. She gave me the name of another medium. This medium and I talked over Skype about the disturbance in my life. We cleansed our house and felt a resistance. She also told me I needed to close down my crown chakra. She figured that I was channeling the spirit. Which I knew wasn’t true. So that medium tried to help but really didn’t. If your read the article in “Chat it’s Fate” right through the end it will say the ghost is gone. That is a blatant lie. That is not true and never was. Anyway back to my account.
Then I got in contact with another medium that was recommended to me. She told me that I had a number of different ghosts haunting me. A brother and sister. Even a cat. But I couldn’t understand why I kept hearing the same noises if it was different spirits. I am convinced this ghost or ghosts are nefarious. It’s main goal is to keep me awake at night and stop me sleeping. And I have lost a lot of sleep over it. I have heard it during the day sometimes too. And my family has been around they have heard it too but they think it’s like a creak or crack from the walls. I think they have heard it at night aswel. It’s very loud and sometimes I hear a loud bang in the corridor outside my room but I know they think that’s the house. Which it is not.
I want it to stop. But I don’t know how. I have felt helpless and powerless at times. I kept quiet about this for very long. Because I knew the first thing people would question is my sanity. I assure you that I am very sane being haunted is not fun or something I would joke about. It’s very scary and because it is something you can’t see or explain it’s frustrating to me. My advice be careful where you stay when going away on holiday. Believe me this is not an experience you want to have to deal with. It’s not fun. I have woken up and sometimes found someone standing over my bed while I sleep. I have been poked in the back while sleeping. Just because you can’t explain something doesn’t mean it’s not real.
I have tried explaining it to some people before and they just think your mad. But I have finally had the courage to speak out about this because it is the truth. And I am being honest. I have grown accustomed to it as awful as that sounds now because I don’t know what to do. But I just wanted to get on with my life and not let this thing affect me. And that’s what I did. I used to go to bed dreading the thought of sleeping. Sometimes I still do. But I am stronger then some evil spirit that is trying to rob me of my dignity and my good will. Because it can wear you down. If this were happening to someone else I think they would have died. I do have an understanding why it is so hard to shift this haunting.
And honestly as strange as it seems I think it is an attack by someone who is involved in some very dark stuff. It does seem odd to me that I have used three psychics and these entities haven’t moved on. It’s frustrating to me because I am like how do I explain this to people without being ridiculed? I was going to make a video but that is about the lot of it. I just want it to end and move on with my life. Please say a prayer for me and ask whoever your deity is give to give me peace. Thank you. I will find a way to get rid of this ghost. And be able to sleep peacefully at night again. It is going to happen. It’s just when will it happen? Do you believe in ghosts? Have you ever had an encounter in the past? Comment below and tell me. I would love to hear your thoughts. I read all your comments and even reply.